[15 Feb 2007|09:39am] i'm graduating into a new chapter of my life. god, i am so scared. the future's got me worried such awful thoughts. 1 comment|post comment

[11 Jan 2007|09:08am] bullshit. post comment

[29 Sep 2006|12:04pm] i hate school and i hate everyone in it. 1 comment|post comment

[25 Aug 2006|12:32am] NH chix are a bunch of crazy, drunken, pot smoking, psychotic, dumbasses. if you're a nice girl, don't change who you are because of the people you hang out with. in the long run, you'll have better friends if you're not a scumbag to the people who actually matter. that is all, you dumbasses!!!! post comment

[10 Aug 2006|12:57pm] i can't believe three words can make two people so giddy and happy. it was like we just met, again. but - with all the memories. you know? no, you have no idea. post comment

[08 Aug 2006|12:06am] SO... i work at bob's. i don't really like anyone. except...3 people. on a good day. i have not spoken to my father in a while. i have an awesome fall shedule for senior year. not so sweet for semester II. but whatever. i can't wait to graduate, get out of NH and meet new people in college. that's it, really. i still have no car. post comment

[01 Jun 2006|07:58am] I have a 15 page history paper on the punk rock movement of the 1970's and its influence on American society due tomorrow. I have a paper on graffiti AND a portfolio due on tuesday. I have a french oral in 3 periods that I'm NOT prepared for. Then, I'm absolutley done with school. Besides finals. BASICALLY - seven more full days of school. 69(kendra) I'm so excited for the summer. Most of my friends have been out of their minds lately. Alot of of crazy stuff's been going on. But I think that the summer's going to wash away all the bullshit. YENO? I'm excited. Waking up at noon, hanging out, being drunk all night. I want it to be just like last summer. Minus horrible, gross girls who disrupt friendships and ruin lives and other stupid drama. As long as I fight every shitty girl then I should have no problem. HAHA. Just kidding. I'm acutally trying to be a nicer person. I've apologized to two girls who I've been a dick to. There are many more. I told Kendra about this & her response was... "Kristin - you're a douche bag. It's your habit (nature). Don't just change because Little Jenn told you to. I hate quitters. You can't just stop being a bitch. It's your HABIT!" post comment

[20 May 2006|03:05pm] COOKOUT! (summer is soon and that's amazing. warmth, beach, camping, road trips, staying up all night, sleeping all day. YES.) post comment

[04 May 2006|11:50am] when things go wrong in my life, they're resolved quickly and everything's always so much better then it was before. i love my life and i can't wait for summer. only like...25 more school days until school's over? amen! post comment

[19 Apr 2006|09:42pm] what the HELL am i doing? someone needs to take control of my life because i'm obviously not capeable of doing so on my own. post comment

[12 Apr 2006|08:06pm] I signed up for my SAT's. GOOD JOB KRISTIN. YOU ARE PUTTING UP AN EFFORT TO ACTUALLY ACCOMPLISH SOMETHING FOR YOUR ROAD TO COLLEGE. GOOD. GOOD. GOOD. GOOD. I hate that I have another year of high school after this summer. I cannot wait for summer. I am sick. Whenever I am sick my skin hurts for some reason. I don't care about anything anymore. My bestfriend hasn't talked to me in two days. I'm okay with that for some reason. Because lately I've just been happy sitting at home to sleep/read/listen/watch. Anyway, Cassie is coming home this weekend. She has informed me that this means beers for two days straight. I am down. 2 comments|post comment

[03 Apr 2006|10:27pm] [ music | yup! in my white tee. ] today someone told me that i was not the shit. i fucked him up so hard. 2 comments|post comment

[02 Apr 2006|10:00pm] the most important thing that i've realized is that i can't have what i want. just because i feel a certain way doesn't mean everyone, or just a certain person, has to feel the same. no matter how much they act it, speak it, feel it, sometimes you just have to wait. wait for what? the right time? i'm still trying to figure that out. i've realized that i can't just keep waiting around for people to be ready. i need to start feeling things on my own. i need to break away from the mold that's held me in place so tightly for so long. i don't want to. the outcome could have a number of different reprocussions - some bad, some good. but i have to try something new. i'm scared. scared as hell that i'm making the wrong decision. most of me wants to just hold on, but there's a small fragment of me needing to be free. i like to think that sometimes i can just put my foot down. but i know that it's something that i'm going to have to work on. just know that i'm not going to like it. just know that it's going to be hard. just know that i'm trying. just know that i'm sorry...for everything. post comment

371 DAYS UNTIL I'M 18! [24 Mar 2006|07:55am] I'M IN SUCH A GOOD MOOD. ASIDE FROM THE FACT THAT I'M COMPLETLEY OVERWHELMED WITH SCHOOL AND PROCRASTINATING MORE THAN YOU KNOW. I love my friends and I love my life. No matter how much I say that it sucks and stuff - it's a good life. I can't complain. It's still funny to me that it's my weekends that everyone always wants to hear about in class on Monday mornings. :) awww. SPRING -> SUMMER! 2 comments|post comment

[17 Mar 2006|08:01am] i hope that i'm suspended for repeated attempts to access myspace.com from the library computers. it would be hilarious. in other news...it's good that i don't have a female bff. i believe that i would slice and dice the world. but really, i think that i need a girl to talk to about girly stuff. I AM STILL A GIRL AFTER ALL. i just don't trust anyone. epecially girls. ESPECIALLY. all of this shit is going to boil inside of me and i am going to explode. today is st. patrick's day and i hope that i can go somewhere and drink myself retrded just like on cassie's birthday. it will be awesome and then i will laugh and be awesome. seriosuly, what the fuck am i talking about? it's like 8am. i eat shit. PARRRRTY MOTHER FUCCCCKKKERZ. ps - i am never letting my guards down again. 6 comments|post comment

FUCK LOVE. [10 Mar 2006|07:43am] [ mood | tired ] Today is Rachel's B-Day!!!! HAPPY 18th!!!! Today's going to be another one of those days where I decide to do nothing but sit in class and sleep and listen to my ipod. It's not my fault. It's rainy and cloudy and foggy - and that makes me tired. I'm really looking forward to this weekend. I don't have any idea what i'm doing. I'm just happy that I won't be in school. It's also the second week i've gone without having a job. I'm already feeling the money draining out of my savings account. I need to stop paying for people's shit. SERIOUSLY. The worst part is - I OFFER TO. Hahahahaha. I've done nothing normal this week. I've hung out with new people. Well, people that I've known for a long time but haven't seen for a long time. It's comforting knowing i'm still welcomed by people from my old groups of friends. Especially when i've basically only spent my time with one person for the past few weeks. I mean months. I hope this weekend is really good. I'm sick of all of the drama brought upon all of my friends. I'm sick of trying to be a nice person about it. I'm sick of trying to avoid confrontation. If I think you're being a douche - I'm going to straight up tell you to knock the attitude. My life is very awesome all of the time. Even when something goes wrong, it always ends up being better then it was before in the end. I've been in a very positive mood lately. 2 comments|post comment

[15 Feb 2006|08:30am] i'm pumped for february vacation. i need to stop sleeping in school so much. i need to start doing some work while i'm here. valentine's day wasn't too shabby. i've been sick for three days - but dave and i did eat a marvelous dinner. and i did get roses. i'm going to go write my skinhead essay due next period. and then leave early. okay, bye! 7 comments|post comment

[02 Feb 2006|10:32pm] i keep saying things that i know i shouldn't. well, it's not me saying them that scares me. it's what the reaction is going to be in about 5 minutes. post comment

[28 Jan 2006|11:28pm] me, matthew dean tremblay, joncon robin & anthony d $$ went on a spontaneous new york city road trip. we decided we were going at 12am, left at 2am, got there at 6am. nothing is sweeter then matt yelling at me to wake up - opening my eyes and having times square blind me. i am very happy with my life. i've found that i don't need the people who make my life dramatic. i love them, but it's nice to just chill the fuck out. i haven't slept in 48 hours!! (minus naps in joncon's car) and guess what... NO MORE DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!! (in 32 minutes) 3 comments|post comment

[24 Jan 2006|04:22pm] [ mood | satisfied ] for the past week, all i've been able to think about is what i might have been doing exactly one year ago. it's really weird to think about, but for the most part i was probably doing the same thing. aside from going to work and having a few additions to my group of friends...for the most part i was hanging out in my room with matt tremblay, rocco, joncon, kendra and brendan. sure, a lot of things have changed. but the people i love are still with me, i doubt they'll ever leave. i found my diaries from the last year, too. it's weird to go through them and realize that i still feel the same. i would post pictures...but they're too embarassing. nothing's changed. we'll never change. 5 days. 3 comments|post comment

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